Been a bit slack on the blogging of late. This week it's felt a bridge too far to unfurl the laptop when the days activities have come to a close.
Last Friday (a week ago already!) I had a morale boosting moment at work. A colleague asked if the program had helped me lose any weight yet, so I showed him my back shots from day 0 and day 29 and the response was mild amazement. I don't actually have the back shots up anywhere, maybe later. To be honest they say more about the awful nick I was in on day 0 than anything else.
I went out for a steak at lunchtime on Saturday. I'd teed this up during the week and cleared it with my conscience in advance - i'd heard good things about the place too (The Sheep's Heid, Duddingston), so was thoroughly looking forward to it. It was to be only my second bit of cow since we started! Anyway, I'll excuse the reader from a wordy review and just say it was shit. Disappointment abound.
The rest of last weekend was very pleasant. On Sunday I went to Debbie's gym rather than my usual haunt and really enjoyed the change of scenery. These little changes to routine are going to be crucial as we delve further into our resolves over the coming weeks.
Food is going well, Steak aside. Breakfast vegetable intake is still a challenge, we're probably all experiencing that to an extent though and a bit bored of hearing about it now. One of the recent emails challenged us to try breakfast whole grains, this is a goal for next week, toast is too easy. For the first time since the glory days of the half portions in week 1 I've found myself actually feeling hungry in the evenings. This has been noticeable since we switched to the evening egg white diet. Part of that's psychological I think as I know I'm only going to get my egg whites and fruit, which actually always suffice, but it's been noticeable so I thought worth mentioning.
Other confessions apart from the steak. Debbie made sweet potato soup at the weekend - I had two espresso cups of it, eaten with a teaspoon! It has salt and butter in it (probably quite a lot of both), other than that it's just veg but it's ever so good so I caved.
I had a tremendously enjoyable glass of red wine on Saturday night as went out to see some of Debs family.
I don't think there were any more. Oh, what probably amounted to a handful of salty popcorn at the cinema last Friday (Safe House with Denzel, 6 out of 10).
Exercises are good.
Managed 4 sets of 5 pull ups this week, although not with straight arms.
Skipping has been mixed - I'm waiting to take delivery of a replacement rope I ordered so still hating on my current weapon. Skipping outside in the wind really gets my goat too!
I've had some back pain which I need to manage carefully in light of previous injuries. Also had some knee pain which has affected frog hops, have subbed in lunges/squats where necessary. Can feel the knees when skipping too but not as noticeable.
V-sits are still a battle although have had a mini breakthrough. They're as much about balance as anything for me, core strength is improving though so I managed one full set for the first time last night.
Chest dips are difficult.
I'm noticing more tenderness in the arms/chest/shoulder area in general, a sure sign we're working muscles harder than before which is good.
Right team, let's take a turn to negative town.
All told, I feel i'm in a bit of a lull at the moment. Photos from this week didn't change much from the previous week and I'm kind of waiting for action to start happening on the sticky visceral around the middle. This may or may not come around day 40, it certainly wont happen by itself though, so the only course of action is to keep working but an analogy keeps coming back to me from the days when I was training for a "beach body" pre-Barbados trip in early 2011.
I used to run a lot of 5ks then, which if I remember rightly would take about 23-25mins. The first kilometre would always fly by, i'd bounce along thinking how easy this was, I did it every other day and it was making me fitter. Ace. As I approached 1.5ks, I'd get out of puff a bit though, my eyes would train on the timer on the treadmill as I tried to work out how my pace was and whether I was going to be in with a shout of beating my PB. I'd nudge up the speed in a panic that I was leaving myself too much to do even though I was still only 1.3 ks into the whole ordeal. Then I'd hit 1.5 ks and realise that I was blowing hard and still way short of halfway. This kilometre up to the halfway mark was inevitably the hardest section of any run as the mental boredom would also set in and mix with the building exhaustion, manifesting itself as this evil desire to hit the big red emergency stop button on the treadmill and go sit in the steam room!
Then I'd hit halfway and hallelujah, simple maths would tell me I had less running left to do than I'd already done and I'd find some new legs. As if by magic, it all became easier and enjoyable again. PB smashed, happy Swee, let's all go to Barbados.
In case you haven't realised by now, I feel like we're in that nasty kilometre right now and I'm battling to get to day 45 so I can kick on again. But until then - concentration and discipline. Discipline and concentration.
Here's to the freaking weekend.
x
PS. I LOVE 8 MINUTE ABS.